experience thus far

Written by Jen Knickerbocker
Sunday, 03 October 2010 19:25

I'm really starting to get into the rhythm of this (or cadence, as Ed called it), and am really excited about the consistency with which I am remembering God throughout my day. On the other hand, ever since I asked God to show me what my doubts were, I've been having THE WORST nightmares...waking several times a night, driving Neil crazy while I make sure that someone didn't just break in the house, or freaking out because I didn't get something done or was late for something... So while He's answering that prayer in a strange way - showing me that I don't fully trust Him enough to give up my worrying about all kinds of crazy scenarios - I'm ready for Him to shift gears and also answer the prayer that I may rest in peace. Looking forward to this next week. The study is out of this world awesome so far.